I'm not perfect. Please don't make me.

My parents got mad at me because I went home late last night. Wait. Was it THAT late? It was only 10:30 pm. Oh, well. It's the time actually but because I didn't ask for their permission properly that I was going out last night.

And then blabbering went on and on and was getting pissed and angry at the fact that they were expecting a lot from me.

I have to admit, I am a good kid. I don't smoke, drink and ALWAYS party. I do well in school and I have good friends. I don't always come home late (well, except last night) and do whatever they say.

Right now, I feel depressed and disappointed to find out that my parents doesn't trust me that much YET. I mean, I'll be turning 18 in a span of 4 months! I am independent enough to take care myself and I do not get in trouble. Why can't they get that?

I find it so hard to meet their expectations ever since I was little. I am not perfect. I make mistakes and sometimes they have to know that these mistakes I made is helping me to a better person. I feel bad right now. It's so hard to live in a world full of expectations. Ever since I was little, I have everything laid in front of me already. My family is not rich, we're not poor either because I am studying in an exclusive school for girls, that's why I know. Heck, they even chose that school for me. (but it's okay since I'm already settled there)

It's just that, being an only child can sometimes be suffocating.

No, I don't hate it.

Welll..

maybe I hate it right now.

50% maybe.

It's hard. REALLY HARD.

Why can't they get that??