I was deprived

One thing I hate about my life is that i keep leaving things unsolved. And now, it got me wondering, what if I tried to resolve it. Does it change anything. I just hate when I would remember such things. I feel awful that I was deprived of time and chance. I am not regretting or anything but sometimes it all comes to the point of 'what if?'

I don't call it denial because I am not. It's just, it made me realized that there were less memories made and to think that i can still recall it up to now made it worse. I wish we had more time together. It's really upsetting.

Conclusion: I should really start growing up. :|