I BUMPED into my theater professor this afternoon

So after our 1:30 class, we decided to go to ADSA (student affairs) to return the commitment slips thingy. So we're walking along the corridors, passed to the OLC and was already in front of the student accounts office. The corridor was so crowded and I stayed at the side because a lot of students were hogging the center aisle.

There I was walking leisurely with Abbey when Kitel yelled "GERTY!". The usual immediate reaction to that is to turn your head towards the direction where the person called you. And so I stop and looked behind me...

Only to find out that my theater professor was right behind me and I bumped into him because he was walking so fast. His head stooped down as a gesture of passing through me with respect. But when he lowered his head, it leveled with mine and so I was horribly surprised when I turned my head and his face greeted me. HAHA. Although I think he didn't see my almost stupid startled face because he was looking at the floor ( I think he does that everytime he walks). I froze at my spot when Kitty, Dabor and Sue catch up with us and they were laughing at me because my face obviously turned bright red and I was feeling really giddy slash kilig. I could have fainted at that moment! 

You see, he WAS our professor last semester at Theater Class. He is so awesome and most of my friends adore him too. He's such a great mentor and I learned a lot from him about theater. He meets us once a week and it's a 3-hour class. It's fun, we had workshops, and lectures. I would be lying if I said I don't have a crush on him. HAHA.It's just that, he's so talented and when I saw his works and how passionate he is with theater I was so amazed and so proud that he is my mentor. He made me appreciate the essence of theater and how wonderful it is to be working in a production.

One of my closest friend joined the theater organization in school because he's part of it. HAHA. Leea is so nuts about him. Pure awe and adoration of his talents and works. He's gay though which made his personality more wonderful. I think he's not the type of person who's very loud but still I enjoy it when he tells stories. :) 

Bumping into him made me miss having theater class every tuesday. I miss the time where in we always cram for a skit and our major production was unforgettable where in everybody placed a lot of effort for the play. Oh how I miss :| 

PS. He always smells so nice. Even nicer when the smell of 'yosi' and his perfumed mix :)) It's so ....INVIGORATING :)))) 

awesome :D 18th birthday surprise

I want to blog about it already but I want to get the pictures from Mark's camera first. So, I think I have to wait. HAHA :))

Pre-birthday dinner :D

I don't know what got into Anna Karenina's head but she wanted to go somewhere because it's my birthday tomorrow and she said she wants to spend time with me because we're not going to see each other tomorrow (I think?) So there. We met at Pizza Hut at around 2:30 and guess who's with her? It's CJ! Her future 'ahem', I think? I hope so :D I think CJ is nice and a bit talkative too :)) We talked about cameras since his photography is a hobby of his too! :D Anna was left out with our conversation! HAHAHAHA :P KID!

We went back to ADMU because she needs to talk to her orgmates about something. After that, we head back to her dorm because we were actually waiting for Katrin.

After an hour of waiting, Katrin arrived already and we're on our way to Banapple! :))

I'm so full! Thanks for dinner Anna & Kat! :)

our school is on fire. Ooops. my bad. It's only a fire drill :D

While having our philo class at around 11:40, the school bell rang and I thought yay we can go already in few minutes. But it continuously rang and that means there's fire and we have to leave the building immediately. I know there would a fire drill but I thought it will be held tomorrow, Friday. I got really confused whether it's a real fire or just a drill because when we got out of the classroom there's someone talking in the speakers but I didn't hear it properly. All I heard was the words 'emergency' and 'fire' and when we headed for the stairs smoke was filling up the whole corridor and I was like 'is this for real'? But the students were walking so slowly on their way out.

When we got out of the building we saw this & this

Then came the 'state of the art' fire trucks.

And the scenario outside is like this. (yeah, I know, white smoke. WTF)

After a minute, the smoke was gone and the fire fighters were moving so slow. If this was real fire the whole school might have burned down. We watched them save some injured people with that crane thing that was so cool if they only moved faster!

After the victims were placed inside that box like thing up there, the students started clapping like the fire drill was some sort of freak show! It's hilarious though, to see the students clapping. Well, I assume they are pleased because I am! :)) I think I also saw a professor clapping his hands like a mad man with the students. :))) Kidding!

But there, all in all, it was very entertaining. We had lunch at KFC katipunan because I want to taste their new specialty: DOUBLE DOWN (No buns, all meat). The first time I saw the ad i thought it was gross. But I was so curious this afternoon that when we arrived and ready to order, only to find out that it's not available that day because a lot of people are demanding to have taste of it too. :( I ended up eating Hot Shots :|

18th Birthday

So, I'm turning 18 tomorrow and I'm in a sulky mood right now. I don't know why. I had dinner a while ago with two of my superfriends, Anna Karenina & Katrin. I practically ate too much because right now, I feel like im going to throw up. I think it's because of my meds too. Darn.

Anyway, I should be happy cause it's my birthday tomorrow and some people already greeted me like a week ago. HAHA. Greetings are starting to fill up my facebook page and it will surely flood tomorrow or probably this midnight.

I want have a dinner with my family tomorrow but I will be in school until 9pm because we have to watch TAMALA. So there, :P

A L O N E

There are times when I prefer to be alone or rather I'm not talking to anyone. It's not as if I'm in a bad mood or something, but it's a little something close to that. When I talk to someone whenever I feel this way, chances are I'm going to get pissed and be this neurotic bitch you never saw in me. Sometimes I do feel like I'm suffering in a mental illness. I get frustrated over little things or would create my own drama out of what's happening around me.

My cousin told me that I criticize things too much or give comments too much. Well, yeah maybe I do talk a lot and when you talk a lot, you always have something good/bad to say. I would say I'm just giving out a lot of constructive criticism. :D

Going back to my being bipolar, I would compare myself to a balloon. I'm like a balloon cause energy fills me in like air and I would get energetic and so vibrant. The next thing you know I would burst and would lose it all.

In a moment I am very emotional and would do everything to express my feelings. And then the next thing you know, I'm this sadistic, mean, cold hearted bitch who doesn't give a damn about the world. This. Don't talk to me when I'm like this. You should keep your distance and let me be, for some quite time. This could last for days and even a week. This would always happen whenever I do not want to be disturb. It's whether I'm reflecting on a lot of things or I really don't want to talk.

Sometimes, you are going to ask what the hell is my problem? Well, to tell you the truth, I don't have any problem. I don't want to talk and I prefer to be left alone. This may sound very selfish but it's my own way not to say something stupid out of frustration and anger.

I hate being moody all the time. It's very selfish and it ruins the day.

It's not that I'm mad. I just want a few minutes of silence.

It's just a matter of timing.

If you find me in a foul mood, please understand that it's not that I have problem with you it's just that I would rather remain silent than to talk my heart out. Because somethings are better left alone. You don't want to hear all my rantings because it would take more than a day for me to give a blow-by-blow description on how I feel.

So please be considerate and ignore my moodiness.

But at the end of the day, I appreciate those people of tolerated this kind of attitude specially my parents who knew nothing about their daughter being 'sabaw' & bipolar (hahaha). My awesome friends who are almost in the same state as I am. I'm really glad they don't get tired to put with my attitude. I apologize if I hurt and offended you in many ways and I will try my hardest to be more sensitive to the feelings of others and be more appreciative of the good people around me. (I'm so dramatic. see what I mean?)

WARNING: mood will automatically change in 5 minutes. Keep your distance.

Quotable quotes from the movie T R O Y

‎"You gave me peace in a lifetime of war." ~Achilles

“The Gods envy us. They envy us because we’re mortal, because any moment might be our last. Everything is more beautiful because we’re doomed. You will never be lovelier than you are now. We will never be here again. ” ~ Achilles

"Women have a way of complicating things." ~Odysseus

"Menelaus was a brave man. He fought for honor. And every day I was with him, I wanted to walk into the sea and drown." ~Helen

T R A V E L - get me to the GREEK

Have I ever told you one of my ultimate dreams is to travel in Europe? But I really, really wanted to go Greece (Santorini) and have a vacation there, or better yet, LIVE THERE.

I am in love with Greece, the sea, it's culture and scrumptious food!

just looking at this photo is simply delightful. I can imagine myself lounging here.

with a good book in my hands, this place is absolutely PERFECT!

I would also go to Athens and see the magnificent Parthenon and ruins.

I have always been fascinated by Greek culture specially Greek Mythology. Back when I was a kid, I was simply drawn to the stories about the Gods and Goddesses of Mount Olympus. Instead of fantasizing about fairy tales, I was fantasizing about Greek Mythology and imagining what was it like living in a world controlled by so many gods.

THIS. This is my childhood dream :)

I want to get a henna tattoo this summer

A little something like this. Tribute to harry potter :D

What you really wanted to say.

BOY:I miss you.

GIRL:And so?

BOY:I really did.

GIRL:K.

BOY:I'm sorry.

GIRL:What for?

BOY:For ignoring your efforts to communicate with me.

GIRL:Its OK. I got used to it, then I got tired, so I stopped trying and started forgetting.

BOY:I..

BOY:I...tried to forget about you, you see.

GIRL:....

BOY:Cause it tore me apart that we can never be...

GIRL:its OK.

BOY:Why is it so OK?

GIRL:I got used to days hoping you'd be back, but then you never did. I started facing reality, and started to get a move on.

BOY:Wait...am I too late?

GIRL:Too late for what?

BOY:To court you?

GIRL::)) You know, I've always wanted to hear that from you. Back then, a year ago. But...I got used to only wishing for it..then realized it would never happen, so I stopped hoping.

BOY:I'm really sorry, but dont worry, this time, I will make your wishes come true. :))

GIRL:Its my turn to say sorry. Time got into me. You've broken my heart already. I cant risk experiencing that again. :/ Thank you anyway. For communicating with me after a year of silence.

From Tumblr.

they act like complete retards here but it sure did lighten up my mood for the evening :))) Never fails to make me laugh :D

Laid back 18th birthday

Strange isn't it? I'm blogging days before my 18th birthday. There wont be any party or celebration because I insist my parents not to strain themselves and their pockets for any extravagant party. (Instead I asked them to buy me a Canon 550D. HAHA)

Anyway, I don't want any party because, first, I don't have enough time to plan. second, just think of the grave stress it could give me. Third, I have classes and it would be hard to do it on a school week. Fourth, I don't want my friends and family would get all mushy if there would be a traditional debut (18 roses, 18 dances, 18 treasures etc) I don't want to be emotional and all, but it would be great hearing their messages and wishes for me but that could be done in some other way. And lastly, I hate being the center of attraction. They fuss all over you, it could stressful! And i hate wearing gowns, its itchy and very uncomfortable to wear.

I think it's only fair that I'm getting an DSLR camera as my birthday gift. Not only it's needed for my course (BA Communications) but because I love photography too.

Photography,

ah, since when did I get hooked in this field? Oh yes. It was when back in third year when my teacher asked me to handle photojournalism for our school paper. I have no experience about photography and I was more into writing than taking pictures. But I took the challenge and had a little training about photojournalism. Before the training, my Mom went home with a coffee table book and had fun looking at the photos. The division pres-conference came and I competed and surprisingly I won first place and competed for the regionals.

My chosen course is another factor in my new found interest. Sue and I have the same passion for taking pictures and we enjoy doing photo shoots together.

I'm so excited! :p