Confused :|

I don't know what's up with me these past few days. I'm a little confused and coffee's not doing me any good. Some thoughts are invading my head again and I don't like it one bit. It's so hard to choose, so hard to decide.

During our recollection, I did some thinking over things I did and should have done in past. A month ago I was contented and happy with my life.

I have great family, friends a school that can really help me with my future career and a good environment (Yes, I am so thankful that my school is located in Katipunan, QC.). Until it hit me, something is missing. I don't what is but I can really feel that something is missing. It's like I want to be distant for a while so that I can figure what is it that's missing.

But I am pretty sure that it's something that I did back then and now it's confusing me to death. I've been thinking about it since yesterday but up to now, I have no answering.

I am a strange little thing.

I can't figure myself out.

GAH.