something I saw over facebook that made me think...really hard.

"Math tells us 3 of the saddest love stories:

Of parallel lines, who are never meant to meet.

Of tangent lines, who were together once then parted forever.

And of asymptotes, who could only get closer and closer but, could never be together."

Sad isn't it? 

Best song to describe my life right now.

What the Hell - Avril Lavigne

Don't you just love Avril? :))

You say that I'm messing with your head
All cause I was making out with your friend
Love hurts whether it's right or wrong
I can't stop cause I'm having too much fun

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good,
But now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good
But now
Whoaaa...
What The Hell

So what if I go out on a million dates
You never call or listen to me anyway
I'd rather rage than sit around and wait all day
Don't get me wrong
I just need some time to play

You're on your knees
Begging please
Stay with me
But honestly
I just need to be a little crazy

All my life I've been good,
But now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around

And I don't really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good
But now
Whoaaa...
What The Hell

Lalalala la la
Whoa Whoa
Lalalala la la
Whoa Whoa

You say that I'm messing with your head
Boy, I like messing in your bed
Yeah, I am messing with your head when
I'm messing with you in bed

All my life I've been good,
But now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
All my life I've been good,
But now
I'm thinking What The Hell
All I want is to mess around
And I don't really care about
If you love me
If you hate me
You can save me
Baby, baby
All my life I've been good
But now
Whoaaa...
What The Hell

Lalalalalalalalalala
Lalalalalalalalala

All i want is to mess around and I don't really care

I wish is life is this easy. 

CarolineXTyler

I totally ship them! HAHAHA. I've been waiting for this like forever! Im so kilig right now! HAHA. I'm dancing around like a six year old :))) This totally made my day :D

Song of my life

Built this way - Samantha Ronson


I know, I know. This song is from the soundtrack of Mean Girls. But really, I just like the song.


Did you ever feel like you wanna be someone else for just one day
did you ever feel like you wanna see through another pair of eyes
did you ever think I might wanna be with anyone else for just one day
did you ever even think of me, when I walked away?

You look you don't sound apologetic
the smokes the subject and my eyes, like you think
you think you know what you think you'll find
you think you'll figure me out tonight
but you'll never know what I won't share coz
I don't care, no I don't care
you think you'll figure me out tonight, but I don't care

And I wonder if I'm just built this way
coz every man that I know makes me feel like I'm to blame
when it's over me and my selfish ways
go back to start again
go back to start again

Did you ever feel like you should have said something smarter at the time
did you ever feel like you should have kept it all to yourself
did you ever think it might be your fault I never promised anymore
did you ever think it might not be, nah it was always me



You look you don't sound apologetic
the smokes the subject and my eyes, like you think
you think you know what you think you'll find
you think you'll figure me out tonight
but you'll never know what I won't share coz
I don't care, no I don't care
you think you'll figure me out tonight, but I don't care

And I wonder if I'm just built this way
coz every man that I know makes me feel like I'm to blame
when it's over me and my selfish ways
go back to start again
go back to start again

"There's beauty in the breakdown"

Photo by Sue Ronquillo
Location: Pinto Gallery
Camera: Canon 550D

Light & Eye Make up Experiment by Sue Ronquillo

Maricar's 18th birthday party

We stayed for the night and I didn't get any sleep. HAHA. There were only 6 of us girls who's from MC and it was a bit awkward at first because there are a lot of people there that we don't know. But we got the hang of it. Most of the time I was talking to Mar's high school friends rather than her dancer friends. We were outnumbered so we decided to just hang together with some booze and really good stories and a few arguments. 

Choly, squished Sue & Nix

Vior, Jonathan, Maricar, Gian, Fatima & Choly

One of the boys :)) Hihi. I don't know their names. (Only Mar's boyfriend Kerwin) 

the birthday celebrant :D 

Lee was really nervous in hosting the program for Mar :)) I ditched her since I only know how to host formal events :D

Leea, Nix, Sue, Me & Choly

Nix held my camera for the entire program & took pictures of a lot of people. And I mean A LOT.

Mar's cakes :D 

Sue was already sleepy here. HAH. What is messy hair? :D 

What a pose Leea! :)) 

birthday wishes for Mar :D 

BOOZE for the  celebrant! :D 

Lols. What's with Gian's look over Jonathan. :)) Oh btw, we have the same nickname. He's also called "G". When Mar yelled "G!" I was like "Yes?" and Mar was like "Oh gush. HAHA. He's "G" also." 

I fucking hate the pimple in my cheek :| 

They were the only people I got acquainted with because everyone already know each other and shit. HAHA. I think Nix & choly found new friends like this guy Drew who's 25 years old but looks like he's 21 :) (no photo available)

awesome lights :)) The place was overlooking Manila. What a beautiful sight :D

fvck thy choly who keeps on hugging me even though she's freakin wet.

Tipsy? 

Lols Gian, what a fezz. I look stupid here. HAHA. 

Kiss :* 

Maricar's sister :) 

We had arguments over gender related issues :)) UGH. Men :| 

boobs! :)) 

damn. Choly's cold already! HAHA. I think this is around 2 am? :D 

Chillin with Vior & Gian. After this people started running around throwing icing all over. Vior caught me by surprise and the next thing I know my cheeks were covered in icing & I was chasing him inside the house ready for some revenge. I failed though because he managed to drag me in to the pool and I still had those clothes on. I felt really sticky because of the icing and water was so darn cold. UGH. Asshole. I saw Leea came and then Vior & I cornered here and then SPLASH! Haha. I had company already :) 

Back at Katipunan I was so tired because I didn't get any sleep & my head is throbbing already so there. 

HEY its 2k11 :D

Wow, this is long overdue. I was really planning to before 2011  but then I got bored and had a lot of things to do before school starts. So, there.

But before I fully welcome 2011, I would like to look back on my 2010. It's not that awesome but I feel I should blog about it since it's a year where I experienced a lot of hardships in my college life.

January 2010

-Most of were preparing of our prelims week and one of our requirements was to go ABS-CBN and have a studio tour. It was quite fun but the paper work was really hard. I remember staying up till 5 am because of our powerpoint presentation. 

-We were also prepared for our Dance Kinetics Competition and we're Latinas :)) So, we practiced really hard and danced our butts off cause it was a tough competition.

-As always I had my 'takas' moments and I ended up in Pureza because of Anna and Marianne. Not only that, Anna dragged me to eastwood after that and I ended up seeing my crush who was a model and I was like literally swooning! :)) 

February 2010

-I attended the presidential debate held in our school :D I was rooting for Gordon. HAHA.

-We had our exposure trip to Bulacan for our CWTS

-I watched "Dear John" with Anna and enjoyed watching her have her teary eyed moment. HAHA.

-We had our field trip to Baguio! It was a hella lot of fun because I was with my crazy blockmates :D 

-More practice for our Latin Dance and really gave our best but ended up in second place! BOOOO! argh :| 

March 2010 

-I stressed myself on our finals! 

-We attended Ish's 18th bday and had sleepover at Sue's crib 

-Stressful finals in psychology and statistics

-I passed with flying colors (except for Math. HAHA) 

-School's out. Vacation! I'm off to Marinduque! 

-Failed having some superfriend bonding :| 

-Jogged with Anna and had breakfast at her place and Benjo gave me a ride back home.

April 2010

-Saw brownman revival :D There's a hottie :)) 

-!@#$%^ That guy named Carlo got my new number again. UGH. stalker much! 

-CWTS. UGH. Summer Classes :| 

-Exposure trip to Madlum, Bulacan

-Hearbreak warfare :(( Ok. Fine. Ignore me.

May 2010

-Enrollment! 

-Attended Risha's debut

-Jogged every morning. A breathe of fresh air is so nice

-It's a new life! 

June 2010

-Holla! I'm a Sophomore now! 

-BUSY as ever.

-Flashback Manila was born :D 

-Toy Story 3 with Leea & Roxy (sob!)

-THE BLAST! Callalily and Up Dharma Down at our school :D 

-Virgin Lab Fest @ CCP 

July 2010

-Went to Batangas with Jasper :) 

-Flashback Manila had our first photoshoot :)

-Life's a bitch, your friend is a backstabber. Period.

-Biology is such a drag! UGH. Tough one :| 

August 2010

-My old friend, Philip, died in a vehicular accident because he was drunk and maybe from depression. :( 

-Prelims! Papers! Reports! UGH.

-Mitch's Party. So yeah, I was so drunk that I literally passed out. HAHA. 

-Orosman at Zafira @ UP. I love theater! 

-Field trip in Anilao! Snorkeling baby! I still hate bio! 

September 2010

-Busy with Theater Class

-Lots of interviews! 

-Parish work!

-Final Production in theater class. SATIRIKA :D 

-terribly sick

-pig out sessions with Bob.

-Visited Katrin in Mandaluyong

October 2010

-Mark's Bday :D Had dinner with my high school friends

-BIOLOGY FINALS. OMG. 

-Job Interview for Business English with Kuya Raymond :) And were back to ABS-CBN 

-PHILO finals O.O

-Katrin's bday celebration

-I passed biology! :))))))

-Marinduque :D 

-Krisca's 18th bday party. ______ was there and I was not expecting that. AWKWARD! 

November 2010

-Hello second semester! 

-Ugh. Harder subjects :| 

-TAMALA

-18th birthday!

-someone surprised me and brought a member of Silent Sanctuary to play for me together with my close friends in college

-I have my DLSR camera already! Yay! Thanks mama & papa :D 

-Sue's bday surprise

-Date with Jasper @ Contis and then we went to Batangas after that.

-Tita Edna's 50th birthday :) It was so nice to have some family time when you're really stressed in school :) 

December 2010

-Kitel's bday surprise :D 

-That very awful play we watched in Piux :| 

-Narnia with Kuya Ian @ Trinoma

-Holidays

-I got sick :| 

-Reading Pride & Prejudice <3

-Had a fun & wonderful Christmas vacation with my family

So, there. I had a very busy 2010 and really got stressed, physically and emotionally. But, that's life so I might as well get used to it. :)) Looking forward for a wonderful 2011 :D 

PS.  I would like to put pictures but I'm really busy right now with papers and readings.

-G.

If a guy wants to be with a girl, he will make it happen no matter what.

Hmm. Just a thought really. Do they?