I realize today that it's so hard to take care of yourself. I live far away from my parents and life gets so fucked up when they're not here to take care of me when I'm sick.
Ever since I was little, I was always pampered whenever I'm sick but now, it's up to me to take care of myself.
A while ago, I went to school looking so groggy and fucked up because of this stupid colds. We still have activities scheduled for that afternoon but right after lunch I immediately went home because I wasn't really feeling well. Right now, I have these damn watery eyes and heavy feeling. I've been coughing like mad by the way.
I really miss home and I can't wait to go home during our long semester break.