While walking home after my afternoon shift in RMC, alone, because of these mood swings I was getting, I suddenly missed being in a Co-ed school.
You see, I'm in an all girls school right now and its effin hard to find yourself surrounded by girls most of the time. Back in high school and elementary, I was always surrounded by boys. Not that im a lesbian or something. Its that some of my good friends are boys and I kinda miss them right now.
Boys, well, you cant call them a backstabbing bitch because I believe that's just for girls who well, you know, backstab. Its really hard and confusing because girls, they could face you, talk to you as if there's nothing wrong. But when you turn your back, they would say some nasty things about you. If you're mad at me or pissed off, just say it. Don't blab about it or say it to someone else. It'll just grow big and eat you out. Specially if that someone is a good friend of yours. Boys, they'll just remain silent until you two talk it out.
Yeah . . . I do miss my boy pals. They make you feel secure and I feel perfectly comfortable with them. Its really hard to make yourself used to this kind of environment right now. Its a jungle out there. You really have to be tough and choose your friends really well.
Back when i was in High school, i was always bitching out people who was also bitching me around. As i have said, its a jungle out there. You have to survive and be strong or else you'll die, or lose.
I wont be called a loser for that matter because definitely, IM NOT.
One thing i also miss with boys is that, you can really talk to them. They listen. Its hard to tell your anguish nowadays to a girl. She might end up saying it to someone else. But my guy pals know how to keep their mouth shut. Well, some of them. :D
In college, its really hard to find your crowd. You do not want to belong in a group of smokers or drug users. Or even those who party hard and drink a lot too. You really have to choose your friends and know them well.
This jungle consists of different wild female animals. Some are tamed, some are not. Some are reptiles, some are amphibians. Some eat meat, some eat grass. :p
But in short period of time, you can really tell who they are and what categories they are in.
Being in an all girls school have its ups and downs.
You dont have to worry on how to act around boys like you were in high school. It also helps you focus more on your studies.
In an all girls school, having a girl to girl relationship is not easily avoided. The school does not prohibit it but they dont recommend it.
More backstabbing bitches out there.
The competition is tighter.
Survival of the females :))
That is why I miss the co-ed school. Having boys around you is essential and helps you grow and get to know more about yourself.
