Tuesday, November 17, 2009

a post that is not for me :|

its not for me I guess. Just maybe someone new. I couldn't help my self but wonder who or what the hell is in the mind of that... of that... :

CURIOUSITY KILLED THE CAT

some things are better left unknown and unsaid :

i feel so bummed right now.

I have to admit it hurts. All the pain that I kept long inside, it will now burst out. Sooner or later. I want to prevent it from exposing me but Im afraid of all the possibilities. Im not much of a risk-taking person. I like taking risks but not on the emotional perspective of life. I feel so much strong when I build up that wall. I want to make sure that no one could ever break that wall.

no one will ever will.

*interuption> message from facebook

(its Anna inviting me this Ateneo Party in Decagon Silver City - i dont know where that is but im pretty sure its something big because its a fashion event thing. Oh well)

Im confused. i should not be thinking about these things right now! I am a busy person and i have no time for these dilemmas.

Im just making things harder for me when acutally i can do it the simple way way and not the hard way. Who am I kidding? Its like digging the history of ancient rome or egypt .

~G

Friday, November 6, 2009

november is misery :|

I am sick and coughing myself to death, making it hard to breathe.

what is wrong with me?

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i feel so weak, and the second semester is barely starting!

im still drained as ever. :

gosh. I hope i can cope up with everything because im not feeling any better. :

Thursday, November 5, 2009

second semester blues :|

I dont know how or why, but I feel so bummed...

its the start of the second semester and im not really feeling it.

bummer.

maybe its because of the

weather?

classmates?

professors?

I dont know. It sucks though.



My schedule was pretty much the same I had during the first semester. During tuesdays and thursdays I go to school at 7:30 in the morning and home at 3:00 in the afternoon. I also welcomed new subjects and new professors too.

I may not like it but, what the heck? I cant do anything about it.

oh well,

I guess, I'll just to live with it.

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